The Cutest Kid On The Block

I spend a lot of time day dreaming about what my baby is going to look like. I want to know if he will have dark brown almost black hair (like daddy or me) or if he will have red hair (like some of davids family members, or my mom)? Will he have dark eyes? or will he have green eyes? Will he have piano fingers? Will he have long toes? Will he have dimples? Will he have big lips or small lips? Will he have distinct eyebrows? will he be short? (probably) LOL Poor child doesnt have much of a choice there...

I know my baby is going to be the cutest thing i have ever seen.

OH THE JOYS OF THE KICKS

On Friday night, David got to feel the baby kick for the very first time. It was such a special moment. We were laying in bed and Jayden was being hyperactive as always. I havent been able to feel him on the outside yet with my own hands, so i thought well... why not just have david try to feel what i'm feeling on the inside. So here we are laying side by side... Silent. I dont know what us talking had to do with anything, but we didnt say a word. We laid there in silence and i felt the baby move a couple of times and i kept saying, "did you feel that!" and he would say... "no"... its kind of funny sitting there waiting. He didnt really know what he was waiting for. So finally Jayden gave a big kick, and i didnt even have to ask that time. David's eyes lit up the room and he said "wow, how neat!"... and just a couple seconds later Jayden said hi again with another kick for daddy.

My eyes mist over writing this post. It wasnt even a year ago that the doctor informed me that i was infertile. The memory of him telling me that it would be impossible for me to conceive has faded with the reality of my little one moving inside and the dreams that i have of who Jayden Anthony Gonzales will one day become. I know i'm emotional because of pregnancy and all, but seeing the look on my husbands face as he felt his baby move for the very first time put a new found love in my heart for this man that God has blessed me with. The gratefulness to God for this little miracle bouncing around inside of me while i drive home from work is new everyday. I am so blessed...