December 19th....

David Anthony Gonzales, i love you with all my heart. Thank you for being the best husband a woman could ever have. You mean the world to me. Thank you for all of the 3AM 7-eleven runs... and for washing the dishes when my feet swell, and folding the towels, putting away the groceries, making dinner, and rubbing my back when i just can't take the pain anymore... You have been amazing this whole entire pregnancy... even when i cried and yelled at you... you were still amazing... all that emotional stuff was not really you...

I know you are going to be the best daddy Jayden could ever have. I know that you will raise him up in the Apostolic faith that we both cherish. I know that you will teach Jayden how to pray, and how to fall in love with Jesus more and more everyday.

I cannot thank you enough. I love you.

(i love you even when you don't cooperate while taking pictures...)

Well a huge percentage of people voted that today would be the day... Well i do have another 10 hours or so... so someone better start praying... Real Hard!

I am miserable.

So here is an update from my last doctor appointment.

My doctor did the final measurements to tell me how big my baby will probably be. Well Jayden is measuring to be over 7 and a half pounds as of Wednesday. My doctor would like me to try to go into labor and have the baby naturally up until December 30th... anything after that will be a scheduled c-section. My doctor said the baby will be way too big to deliver naturally in 2 weeks, and he doesn't want to risk my life or Jayden's life...

So please keep me in your prayers... and pray for Jayden too... if he is born a couple weeks early we need to pray that his lungs are completely developed.

Thank you all for keeping up with my blog.. Merry Christmas to all... and to all a good night... cuz i certainly ain't gettin' sleep anymore...

Much love,

David, Breanna, and Jayden